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Tear Grants ([personal profile] nightcrossed) wrote2009-07-30 11:08 pm

[Hymn #33] ~Misterioso~

[Private; hackable to friends (if you've interacted with her at least 3-5 times I'd say)]

Mystearica Aura Fende. That's what Misa-Misa said my name was, at least. It seems like it could be correct, judging it against my brother's name. But it makes me wonder if there's a reason besides convenience's sake that I remembered myself simply as "Tear".
I suppose shorter's just easier...

I can't say that I thoroughly understand her abilities, but they do seem useful enough, especially if you worked alongside healers or medics. The more I think about it, though, there really does seem to be a pattern. A lot of the people I've met seem to either have unique abilities, were important where they came from, or both. Perhaps there's a purpose for gathering people with a wide variety of specialties? Well, it's not like anyone can give me an answer. Moving on...

Speaking of people I've met, a lot of those I was introduced to when I first got here have since disappeared. Some people seem worried about that, as if this place is dying, or rather, that it'll "never be born". I don't think this place is dying so much as changing, but I dislike that aspect of it all the same. Disappearing. What happens to a person who disappears... do they appear elsewhere at the same rate and merely get transferred to another place, or is there actually a moment when they no longer exist?

[/Private]

Right.
Other than all that, I'm seriously thinking that this might be an ideal time for me to find a pet. ...I'm really sorry about earlier...!

Does anyone have any suggestions? I don't think I'm allergic to any animals, but it can't be one that would knock over or try to ingest plants now that I've finally succeeded in getting them to bloom properly.

[Confused Tear is confused.]

[identity profile] a-severed-fate.livejournal.com 2009-08-01 07:48 pm (UTC)(link)
...eh?

I don't think I follow.

You just said...
You can't have forgotten already.

Raven doing what he does best.

[identity profile] deusexblastia.livejournal.com 2009-08-01 07:57 pm (UTC)(link)
Nah, it's alright. They're just dreams. Ya can't spend too much time on 'em or ya lose focus of what's in front of ya.

Re: Raven doing what he does best.

[identity profile] a-severed-fate.livejournal.com 2009-08-01 08:16 pm (UTC)(link)
[Firmly. Not that you can really tell assuming this is written.]

I disagree.

[[OOC: Good job, Tear, go and contradict everything you've been saying up until now.]]

[identity profile] deusexblastia.livejournal.com 2009-08-01 08:17 pm (UTC)(link)
Interestin', comin' from you.

[tl;dr post that may well be a failed argument on my part XD]

[identity profile] a-severed-fate.livejournal.com 2009-08-01 08:37 pm (UTC)(link)
...

...Well.

Isn't it a person's dreams that allow him to face the future to begin with? If you lose sight of what it is you want to accomplish or what you want to have, there's nothing left to keep your resolve from crumbling. You'll have nothing to fight for, and you won't be focusing on anything at all. A soldier faces forward because he dreams of peace, a king faces forward because he dreams of prosperity for himself and his subjects, and of protecting his kingdom...

I think everyone has at least one thing that they truly want.
It's an important part of being human, and I don't think it should be denied or taken lightly.

...Of course, it'd still be stupid of someone to waste all of his time daydreaming.

[identity profile] deusexblastia.livejournal.com 2009-08-01 09:10 pm (UTC)(link)
Some people face the future not 'cause of dreams, but because there's nothin' to do but keep on livin'.

Dreams might keep resolve from crumbling, but some people fight because the alternative is worse. Fear's a strong enough motivator as well; hopes and dreams can only take you so far.

Want, sure. Dreams, I don't know. Sometimes, there's just nothing to do but keep on living.

[identity profile] a-severed-fate.livejournal.com 2009-08-01 11:12 pm (UTC)(link)
I know something of fear, and I agree that dreams will only go so far... the rest being left up to whether a person decides to act, that person's own strength, and numerous other factors, however...

...pardon me for prying, but it sounds like you've got some heavy issues weighing on your mind.

The people who say things like 'there's nothing to do but keep on living' are those welcoming death.

Are you not happy to be alive right now, Raven?

[identity profile] deusexblastia.livejournal.com 2009-08-01 11:40 pm (UTC)(link)
Now why do ya think I had ta be talkin' about myself? Ain't I allowed ta have some good ol' fashioned age-old wisdom now and then?

[identity profile] a-severed-fate.livejournal.com 2009-08-01 11:54 pm (UTC)(link)
I just didn't expect to hear words like that coming from you, that's all.

[identity profile] deusexblastia.livejournal.com 2009-08-01 11:55 pm (UTC)(link)
Whaaat? Ya don't like my eloquent, poetic comments?

[identity profile] a-severed-fate.livejournal.com 2009-08-02 12:13 am (UTC)(link)
On the contrary, it was executed in a very professional manner. I couldn't help but appreciate your profound views on living.

You should consider writing literature. You'd be good at it.

[This is Tear trying to be sarcastic...]

[identity profile] deusexblastia.livejournal.com 2009-08-02 12:37 am (UTC)(link)
Ya think? 'Ol Raven's never been one fer the pen, but maybe...

edit: strikes where needed.

[identity profile] a-severed-fate.livejournal.com 2009-08-02 01:01 am (UTC)(link)
Raven, I was kidding...

No, I'm no good at this. I can't joke around. It doesn't work for some reason when I say it...

...Although I suppose you wouldn't be terrible at it, if you were interested in becoming an author.
Edited 2009-08-02 01:01 (UTC)